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Sunday, March 16, 2008
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So it's been a wile since I last posted. Last night I watched F1 racing with Dean, Jeremy, and Michael. There were so many crashes that I actually enjoyed the race more than the rally car. Then Jeremy left and Michael and Dean played N+ all night wile I surfed the net and drew up some Lolita designs.
So, lately I have been reading through all the Vampire Kisses novels again. I joined the forum on Ellen Schreiber's site again. I hate that forum but it's fun to see how idiotic a bunch of pre-teen loners are. I know some of them are older but they are all younger than me and are defiantly social outcasts. I feel bad but they piss me off so bad. And, what pisses me off more is that there is no frigging moderator on the forum. So, I started a new forum. It's not just for Vampire Kisses but mostly for teens and people who like vampire novels and gothic fashion. Click here to
ESCAPE FROM DULLSVILLE.
On valentines day me and Dean went to Mill Ave. It was fun I got lots of new clothes from Buffalo Exchange. We have been to Tempe Marketplace a few times in the last month and are madly in love with this restaurant called Genghis Grill. I also found a English version of the Gothic & Lolita Bible at B&N. I'm really happy I had no idea that TokyoPop was doing this! Oh, yeah now there is this pair of amazing Dr. Martens boots that I want. OMG but they are so expensive.
We went to the Matsuri Festival this year. The first day I was dressed really cute but we didn't get there till late because we had a grange sale in the morning. But, we met Jeff and his sister Kristen there than went out to eat at a yummy Chinese restaurant. The next day of the festival we arrived right when it opened to Volunteer for the Saboten Con street team. I was sad at first because I was scared to hand out flyers. But by the end me and Kristen dressed up in goth loli were dancing with a sign and flyers outside the booth. some stupid fan girl dressed in a shitty Naruto costume came after Dean for a hug which really freaked him out. The funny thing is later on at the festival I saw the girl again all mad screaming that she hated fan girls. I was like 'you are a fan girl'. Well, I got to hold some BJDs which were frigging awesome! yup Yup...
I want to go swimming so bad I wish it were summer already. Oh we have a bunny now. we had two but the white one died it was too beaten up by its mommy. The grey one we have still is named wolfgang. I dyed my hair black.
Toodles...
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
7:00 PM
Your life must suck if you are reading about mine! <3
Tuesday, January 8, 2008

It's been a wile since I posted last. well I am 18 now. It's past new years. Well, my birthday was fun. We ate at Kona Grill for dinner. Hung out at the mall for a wile and some other things. I got a dress form from my mom, a Hello Kitty wrap from Dean's parents, purple hair dye and a makeup box from Dean. Christmas was fun. On Christmas Eve I went over to Dean's house and we each opened a present and sat in the back yard talking about Sweeney Todd and munching on marshmallows and other yummy foods by the fire. I went home and we all waited up till 12am and opened all out presents. So now I am sitting on the computer being greatly annoyed by my sister who just got home from school and won't shut up with the dog.
So, lets talk about New Years Eve. We went to the Tempe Block Party. Got there around the time it started and left about 10pm because of all the drunk people. It was fun we were dressed really cool and I took a lot of cool pictures of Dean. We ate at a little cafe and got a sandwich which was nice and warm and a raspberry chai. Dean got a cool cross ring inside Graffiti and I got a pair of dead fish earings to go with my dead animal theme for the night. Then we went to the shop next to it which sells stuff from all over the world and he got a cool mask from Venice. Check out my myspace for pictures of it!
We went to a Bridal Show on Sunday all the way out in Glendale. It sucked we should have went to the other one. And my friend Courtney was there but we missed her. Well, we went to the mall that is next to where it was and hung out for a wile. I found the perfect Lidia hat but didn't buy it. Then Dean had the idea to go to Flagstaff. So we drove all the way to Clarkdale called my cousin who live up there. Turns out my whole family was up there the day before and no one told me. We decide to go to Sedona cause I was scared of taking my car into the snow. We hung out all day in Sedona and it was nice because it was so cold and rainy that me and Dean were like the only people out on the town. I had so much fun going in all the wiccan shops there. It's a good thing we went when we did because the freeway there is closed now.
Toodles.
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
1:40 PM
Your life must suck if you are reading about mine! <3
Thursday, November 8, 2007

I wanted this!^

I got this!^
I guess it isn't too bad and it will be purple cause Deany bought me Purple Hair dye for Christmas and I guessed it early. -sob- So, I get it on my b-day! Woot... So, we aren't moving out till January. I finally started reading "Taltos" by Anne Rice and now I want to go back and read "Lasher" again cause I can't remember anything. That book is wack you should read it. But, read "Lasher" first. Ummm, not much too say. Getting a new phone tm.
Toodles
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
9:05 PM
Your life must suck if you are reading about mine! <3
Thursday, November 1, 2007

Happy Halloween!
I guess it pretty much was alright. Yup, just alright. Last year wasn't that great either. I didn't feel good last night and just wanted to watch Ghost Hunters Live till Dean got me all souped up to want to go to Mill Ave. But, then Jeremy came over and we had to wait to meet him which took forever and w/e I already decided I don't like him. Not the type of person I wanna be stuck in a car with on the way to San Diego. So basically I watched Dean play with sparklers, fuse, and gun powder. He is going to kill himself one day. I wore my Elvira like outfit. Dean was a modern rocker vampire. Uh, Michael came out and we played with light sabers. A really boring Halloween all I wanted to do was watch TAPS but we got stuck handing out candy. Plus, I hated my outfit. As much as Dean liked it. And, He had to drag me to his class for no reason in it!
Moving on. Today we cleaned Deans car and took pictures of it for Auto Trader. I really will miss that car. But, I want my freedom. Well, sorta freedom anyways. I have this really good idea to make a fortune. Ok, so I found my old forum RPG's and I might get them back up. Um, this blog makes no sense. Oh yeah friggin the... omg I forgot.
Toodles.
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
7:58 PM
Your life must suck if you are reading about mine! <3
Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Nana and Ren
So last night I stayed up way way too long. School was boring really seriously that class is such a waste of time and money. We basically goofed off the whole class on this dumb site. I hung out at the park for a wile, called Erin (but her phone was turned off), then thought about the past and slept a little. Got to Dean's and took a nap. For maybe an hour or more? I'm still sleepy. Watched "A Merchant in Venice" it's a really sad movie for the Jew. -tear- Porsche is so cool at the end though! Ummm... I can't believe tomorrow is Halloween and I don't know what to do. Brian and Taniya are at the fair. i wanted to go but not w/o Dean. I have to choose from Haunted Houses, the fair, Mill Ave, handing out candy, hanging at home and watching scary movies, or Rocky Horror Picture Show. What would you choose? Oh yeah you aren't reading this... lol. Well I'm sore and tired from so much fun today.
Toodles.
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
10:54 PM
Your life must suck if you are reading about mine! <3
Monday, October 29, 2007

Marylin Manson and Dita Von Teese
The palace doors opened wide as we stepped down from the carriage and many happy faces turned and bowed as we entered behind the Queen. She turned to the six of us girls behind her and grinned.
"I have a proposition for you. The clothing of the royal court is so drab and I'm looking for a change. i want all of you to design a beautiful gown to wear to our party tonight. I'll cover all of the expenses and my best craftsmen are at your disposal. Now hurry because it is 4pm and you have till 10pm to finish."
I was so flustered and what instantly came to mind were the grand outfits of Queen Elizabeth I and the fancy ornate decorated eggs I so loved. I ran like bloody hell to the fabric room quickly sketched out my design and thrust in front of a seamstress.
"We are going to need some sort of leather material on the top in gold. All the rest shall be white. Where is the wire? I need to make the collar."
All of the sudden I hated the whole design. I grabbed the drawing and ripped it to shreds. I told the girl waiting behind me to take the seamstress and ran across the ball room with fabric trailing behind me my skirts lifted high. I was grasped around the waist and twirled around.
"I can help you win."
Whispered the man who's arms I was wrapped in. He lead me to another room in which i had been headed and motioned me to set down my material on the table in the middle of the room.
"I saw the other girls they are trying to be to ornate and extravagant. We need to be original and elegant yet do something no one has done before."
I nodded in agreement and we got to work. He was the Queen's famous designer who was looking for a replacement and probably put the Queen up to this. I felt very honored and a little in awe. I began to tel him ideas as he measured pinned and suited me up with the fabric.
"A gold Victorian corset. 1800's. That will push my boobs up you know. One of the ones that are used as undergarments. I long skirt with a train fitted at the waist and billows out at the bottom. A bit mermaidish. I want a train hooked to the corset like it Marie Antoinette style. I want it to trail really long behind me. Burgundy the skirt is going to be burgundy. hand beaded butterfly's on the corset and train."
I woke up from this dream realizing I have to major in fashion and costume design. As much as I'd like to do something else fashion is my passion.
Toodles.
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
7:45 PM
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

Pon? or Zi? The little Emo creatures.
Today I was almost late because I ate breakfast. I am writing about vegetarianism as the best healthy alternative for our lives and the planet... blah blah blah. At the end of class we were all evacuated because there was a bomb threat and the buildings were taped off. No biggie really. lol. Just means a lot of people don't have to go to class anymore. Tell more later night!
Toodles.
Nothing is real till it's gone...
and i can't have it back.
10:46 PM